SempoiSerius

Especially for the so called 'Melayu Baru'

2008-06-16T13:36:00.003+08:00

Ini utk rakan sebangsaku yang bajet diri tu moden sgt that they don't give a damn of sejarah....and hak bangsa sendiri.....like i always said...sapa lagi nak jaga bangsa Melayu kalau bukan org Melayu sendiri.....sibuk sangat pasal Malaysian Malaysia...nnt merempat kat tanah sendiri....bangsa lain yg kaya...kita jugak yg melopong

http://bigdogdotcom.wordpress.com/2008/06/14/tun-dr-mahathir-orang-melayu-menpunyai-hak-menuntut-sebahagian-kekayaan-negara-tanpa-mengambil-hak-orang-lain/

And you know who will be the first to fleed the country during economic downturn...(well apart from P.Lah and Co)....most of them are talking about migration....and what about their percentage in armed forces?.....malas nak cakap banyakla...ku pikirla sendiri (curi tagline Nabil..hehehe)

ps: Terfikir if nak equal sangat2...why not kasi kerakyatan to all indon, bangla, nepal, pinoy who also contribute to the development (same scenario more than 50 years ago where Malay generously exchange citizenship with hak istimewa)...then gives them equal treatment...ada berani?

Jumping on the BandWagon

2008-06-05T09:33:00.003+08:00

Just a few questions on the recent fuel price hike....

1) Where will all the money saved from the restucturing of subsidies gone?....Hope not in the menteri's pocket etc

2) How come we as one of oil producer, where we gain from the global fuel hike has to make rakyat suffers...kengkonon nak share the loss....use the profit to rakyat's benefits la weiii

3) Why Malaysia has EXPENSIVE PETROL, EXPENSIVE CAR PRICE, TOLLS, etc..and still need to pay ROAD TAX?....what a rip off...at least other country with similar petrol price no need to pay high tax (which goes to govt) on car..

4) Please make sure our public transportation is improved.....take UK and Singapore model....(jgn lak buat lawatan sambil belajar/shopping)

5) Maybe can also improve on the dire states of our public road....aisehman..pay toll somemore road banjir...what the heck....

6) I couldn't help but wonder is Malaysia really having financial problem that Pak Lah has to make this very much unpopular decision...if that's the case, maybe we, rakyat should pressure that all the ministers' pay,allowance, Rosmah's shopping allowance, claim, petrol allowance, of the MPs, minister, ADUN etc should be abolished....i bet we can save millions if not billions on that...(maybe Opposition should propose this if they's truly PEMBELA RAKYAT...unless they also sayang nak lepaskan all the perks/benefits...etc..)..we'll see about that

And lastly, nak cakap banyak pun tak guna......i'm still waiting if any NGOs are organising demos, memorandum etc...rasa nak join pulak...hehehehe

Mandom Politika....

2008-04-15T07:44:00.002+08:00

Ermmm...Hari ni aku tetiba meroyan nak ckp pasal politik lak.....

- Program Menyelamatkan Sufiah.....tapi projek ini amat sesuwai utk mereka yg nak buat lawatan sambil belajar ke England or stadium manchester....This has got to be JOKE OF THE YEAR...total waste of money and even wisdom to even talk about it....Hence i rest my case..

- I totally agree with Tengku Faris Petra's statement recently..ya ya ya...call me Ultra, racist or whatever....but the truth is nenek moyang kita penat penat buat agreement to protect Malay in their land and we, konon konon tak nak dipanggil racist easily discard them...talk about MELAYU MUDAH LUPA...The fact is a valid contract has been made (without any coercion/duress pun) where citizenship is granted in exchange of HAK ISTIMEWA ORG MELAYU...valid contract must have consideration from both side (i took law for my A-Level tau..hehehe...if the non malays are so keen on revoking the HAK ISTIMEWA ORG MELAYU..then automatically the citizenship is revoked as well la kan...i want to see if one-child policy China would take you lot....hehehe (statement jahat sungguh)...

DEB...people said it benefits the cronies...ya i agree the implementation is bad but the idea/concept is good.....but I am a DEB product.....Yg ramai melayu mudah lupa yg sibuk suruh hapuskan DEB tu pun DEB product...I'm not cronies...in fact i was in the low-class category with parents' income less 700 who went to further study overseas...thanks to DEB...so unless Pakatan Rakyat proves that the alternative DEB (forgot the name already)...protects the Malays' cake, jgn pulak patutnya 200 malays dihantar further study pasal nak sangat Malaysian Malaysia bilangannya berkurang.... I would vote DEB goes on (add transperancy and governance in its implementation off course)

And please jgn ckp aku ni telah dibrainwashed by the mainstream media....i voted for change....i frequented chinese majority forum and from there i can see their mentality....all these Malaysian Malaysia are their masks to get what they want in Malaysia (conquering the economy are not enuff..they even want chinese PM and some even looking forward to Malaysian President-maknanya takde Raja la dek non oii...i'll put links of these later later) ..i have lots of chinese frens as well and i observe them...and chinese in the overseas (ada malaysian chinese kat sana tak mengaku malaysian....and can't speak malay..rasa mahu ku pasung sama dia).... Off course not all chinese la...nnt korang kata aku stereotype lak...but most chinese...(random sampling 8 out of 10..hehehe)...are kiasu and they think highly of themselves...they really look down on Malay tau........Malays pulak are bangsa yg always like to please others (esp kalau org tu berkulit putih) and toooo tolerant to the extent i sometime thinks Malay lot have some inferiority complex.

Believe me once they managed to instill Malaysian Malaysia mentality (to the extent org melayu lupa sejarah dan lupa diorang orang melayu)...it's Singapore in the making dude...unless chinese truly have no agenda behind it..then i have no problem towards the concept....mark my words...Now it's up to the Malays in pakatan rakyat to control the likes of Teresa Kok, Kit Siang to be grounded (provided the likes of Anwar, Khalid, even PAS remember they are Malay)

- BABI BABI BABI...punya hal dari dulu sampai sekarang tak setel2 lagi...paranoidkah org melayu ngan babi ni...babi ni dah sah2 lah kotor...even Jed Yoong pun cakap..tapi ada manusia2 pertahankan babi.....i've nothing against the project kalau:
i) Dibuat sebelah rumah Teresa Kok, Babi defender of the universe..hehehe...or belakang umah exco negeri selangor....(sebelah swimming pool dorang pun takpe)...kata moden kan..setitik kencing babi pun takkan masuk dlm swimming pool...bole la buat BBQ babi hari hariiiii
ii.) 100 juta tu from state money or the kaya-makin-kaya penternak babi?.are the chinese penternak willing to invest 100 mill?.....transperancy please ok MB Selangor......if the fund from the state, then it is only fair kalau state buat centralised livestock for cows ke goats utk penternak melayu

Come on...kalaupun khir toyo yg luluskan projeck tu.....takkan korang tak leh reject (mcm Guan eng reject project BN kat Penang)....

ps: Takziah kat org Sepang yg bakal berjiran ngan B.A.B.I

Di Persimpangan Dilema

2008-04-10T09:59:00.002+08:00

I actually in principle got the job I went to interview for but there are things i needed to consider:

- The work does not involve any research....through a series of interviews..eii interview dia banyak gila siut..imagine i was there from 2 to 6 pm..sudah terang lagi bersuluh i like research so much..u know doing/creating new stuff...but since it is service based company, my work will likely be routine...consultance etc etc...hehehe..tapi sempat lak aku cadangkan dorang buat research centre sendiri...hikhik sukati mak bapak aku je..siap nak buat market research lagi tuhh..hehehe..dorang kata if they have research centre, i'll definitely be in it...haha

- now its up to me, if im willing to sacrifice my unrequited love with research, i have the job..but..there' s more...

- tapi tetiba je nama aku ada dlm business plan buat master...torkujat omak...almaklumlah aku ni ala-ala anak tiri si tangang kat sini....betul2 time aku nak buat keputusan nak chow lak tu...maybe ni petunjuk yg aku akan keje tempat ni sampai either aku jadi jutawan atau kiok...so aku pun mintakla U...satu kat UTM satu kat U Lancaster...ada gak mintak Carnegie Mellon (ahaha selera besar kemampuan kecik beb) tapi dorang dah tutup application Jan...so tgkla aku focus nak study je skrang ni..keje pun malas nak buat...

- so offer dari tempat ituh mungkin tinggal offer je...aku dah inform aku tak leh buat keputusan..so bende tu hang je la...hahaha ni la aku ni kengkadang payah buat keputusan..

hopefully this is the best.....akku dah tak koser nak pikiaq lagi...

Berkurun Lamaaaaaa

2008-02-27T16:46:00.003+08:00

Wei...dah nak 5 bulan since I last update....my life?..biasa la tunggang terbalik....after 7 years working in the same company, I finally decided to get out of the cocoon and comfort zone and make myself available to the job market...and baru minggu lps dgn agresifnya hantar resume kat 2,3 companies and this friday i will have my first interview in 7 years...talk about adrenalin rush...dahla kompeninya hebat....aku ingat nak lepak..lepas tu i realised i did nothing to prepare and now tgh pengsan....whatever it is i hope it will be a good experience as i'm sure my interview skills is getting a bit rusty by now...hehehe

Antara perancangan aku yg lain (part time)

- nak start a business....(i'm really keen to join the bandwagon of frozen food industry..produknya dah dikenalpasti cuma belum try masak je lagi..hahah dah berkurun aku tak masuk dapur)...maybe i'll try to joint venture with Sykt Iwani Frozen Food..tapi produk kena mantap....heee

- I'm also berangan nak bukak petrol stesen...tapi ongkos tak cukuppppp

- Do my Master ASAP...ni dah ketinggalan dah ni..tula dok procrastinate lagi

- finish off my cradle project....hopwfully someone out there will buy the IP and make me filthy rich to do (2)..kalau tak kena fikir cara lain...ah-ha..technofund....lalalala (berangan lagi)

- save as much money as i can...be financially independent so bila aku tak suka keje aku boleh ckp i'm fired dgn bergayanya

- start writing my novel yg dah berkurun tak sentuh...dah bukak bolg utk novel ni dah pun tgh kumpul bahan...kalau nak link dia kena comment (hahaha gila kuasa)

apa lagi....ha tu je la....nanti aku sambung merepek the kerepek lagi naaa

on extended hiatus

2007-09-04T16:41:00.000+08:00

at the moment im listening to whatever the lecturer is babbling...its on AI...i cant believe i even considered to take AI as my master degree...daaa not anymore...anyway taking the opportunity to curi2 updating this blog yg dah bersawang tahap cipan...it's not really my fault la....marah la system admin yg ngada2 block blogspot lak....so...readers dearie..kalau tau mana2 yg ada free WIFI area sunway, sjaya sila2lah kasi info ek...boleh la aku update selalu...

this few months...aku banyak gak travel...guna duit compani le...i went to korea and kuching...pas tu duit sendiri pegi melaka lak....will update with pics laterrr alligator

aghh kena chow sin nih...sblm trainer ni amik balik certificate aku....

stay tuned k

Updatessssss

2007-04-17T12:27:00.000+08:00

Dah berkurun bersawang dah blog aku ni...bukan apa...aku cbuk + malas + ala ala lupa password + moody nak update....nothing much..smlm aku cuti pegi air terjun tekala....takde gambar la mak aku lelupa nak bawak kamera lak...but not to worry...stail aku aku akan buat back-dated post...bila aku free

Sekarang ni aku terpanggil nak ketengahkan isu research kat Malaysia yang sehampas hampagas...baca di sini
http://blog.limkitsiang.com/?p=122
http://www.4896kj.com/4896/

Even di tulis oleh Malaysian chinese, I just couldn't agree more...pasal aku dah been there..experience it...mmg kalau nko pandai admin work, mulut manis...tak yah buat research pun takpe.....boss syg punya.....aku pun suka refer or contact expert luar negara yg lebih terbuka berbincang mengenai idea...they dont condemn you but they give better idea based on your initial idea (ish berapa banyak idea daa)..kalau kat tempat aku ni..sape ada idea tu akan di condemn yg bukan2 (maksud aku takde point pun dia bantai just for the sake of bantai...it's true wa tak tipu nya)...kalau nko perasan kat Mesia ni pegi je seminar mana2...ada tu tanya soalan just for the sake of asking......tunjuk pandai.....that really irks me much..lepas tu dlm meeting pun sama...talk nonsense to get heard....takdenya istilah brainstorming...istilah tunjuk kuasa banyak laaa.....nak support takdenya...cantas lagi ada laa.....

okla nnt aku sambung lagi....

WeiRD...Lagi Dua

2007-03-05T07:57:00.000+08:00

5) Aku agak berkira bab duit psal target aku nak simpan duit bebanyak (psal aku pernah rasa tinggal 20 hengget dlm ASB, and let me tell u its not a good feeling)...tapi aku kalah satu je...bab2 kecantikan...walaupun aku spesis selekeh (psal aku agak berkira beli baju...ada baju aku yg masa kolej dulu pun aku pakai lagi) tapi bab facial, spa, hair treatment aku kalah....dalam aku nak berbajet lepas keluar 1000 lebih hair treatment yg ntah hape hape...last saturday aku dgn tak tersengaja terkuar RM 500 beli produk...kalau nak ikut duit aku habis bab ni agak dlm 10 K kot..am not kidding...dedulu aku lagi selamba kuarkan 3000 amik course yg ntah hape hape..but aku buat bende ni nak pamper diri aku......

6) Bila aku mula kenal seseorang, aku akan tunjuk semua perangai tak baik aku...aku bukan mcm kebanyakan pompuan yg control ayu....aku shy bila first time jupe..tapi bila dah kawan aku akan perkenalkan perangai hampeh aku...actually perangai aku buat lelaki bosan...tapi actually aku sengaja buat begitu psal nak tgk ketahanan mental depa...setakat tengking,tampar lelaki tu aku pernah buat la...entah mungkin aku ni spesis panas baran kot...tu pasal tak kawin2..hahahaha...padan muka akuuu

Hari ni ada berita gembira.....submission paper aku utk conference SPICE 2007 kat Seoul berjaya....aku kena present paper tu May ni....mintak2 bos aku lepas aku pergi laaa..kena pikir budget lak....i need a holiday beb..My first paper buat dlm 2 hari (itupun curi2 masa) accepted by world players in software process improvement...Alhamdullillah...

Akan datang : Gambar ibu jari aku yg tak semengah...kamera lupa nak bawak ari ni beb..TUNGGUUUUUUUUU

AND NOW FOR THE BEST PART...TURN AKU LAK NAK TAG ORANG...MEREKA YG BERTUAH ADALAH..(statement POYO abis):

Hamba Fakir
Hanny
Ms WatTheFak - be a good sport k..aku tau nko banyak weird punya orang....gurau je
Me're - ni kalau hang tak kena lagi laa
Taichee
Anang

yg lain2 tu aku rasa korang dah pun kena tag...

Before that ini ialah rules and regulations tag mentag nih....

Rules & Regulations:Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!

AkU KeNa TaG.....bukan smart tag ye tuan puan

2007-03-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

Selama ni aku (dlm kemalasan nak update blog yg dah bersawang nih) asik nak tergelak je tgk blogger lain dok ckp psal 6 weird things about themselves (some of it tak la weird mana pun..hahaha statement berani mati)...so since aku dah kena virus tag oleh Incik Shahril kita...aku being a good sport pun join the bandwagon la kaedahnya....

Aku pun tak tau la bende2 ni kategori weird ke tak...tapi ni lah antara bende2 yg ramai kawan2 aku or ex ex scandal aku ckp aku ni weird (ewah mak limah scandal konon)...cuma aku takla rasa aku ni weird but unique laaa

i) First weird thing about gue ialah aku punya ibu jari....haha...aku dah banyak check ibu jari org lain semua sepesen...ha aku punya ibu jari spesel ckit.....dia melebarrrr....ada org kata hodohsss (ni mereka2 yg tak takut pelempang aku la nih)...ada kata kiut....masa aku kat kolej dulu ada satu minah ni kalau ada tazkirah ke ceramah ke mesti dok sebelah aku main2 ibu jari aku ni....agaknya kalau aku charge dia 10 saat = 10sen..mackcik dah kayo dah....opss btw aku akan postkan gambar ibu jari aku yg unique/weird/sememeh ini

ii) Lagi satu aku weird bab duit....aku suka duit aku tu biar dlm angka genap...i mean kalau kata kat bank ada 1760 aku akan keluarkan 260 kasi nombor dia chantekkkk punya...katakan aku ada 18000 kat ASB (ni katakan laaa ye tak)..aku akan ikat perut nak cukupkan jadi 20000..(read:kedekut@cheapskate)..kalau ASBnye dividen kuar..aku akan amik semua...kalau boleh kuarkan sen2 dgn sen2 aku kuarkan...asal no tinggal tu chantek punya...

iii)Aku boleh melepek tak buat apa-apa,tak pikir apa-apa...koong..nothing...ilek..(ni mungkin bukan weird tapi pemalas kot..hehehe)

iv) Pemikiran aku weird aku rasa...aku selalu interpret bende lain dr org lain...kadang2 bende yg org tak pikir aku pikir...selalu kalau kat meeting tu lah..org paham lain..pas tu bila turn aku mesti kantoi aku paham lain (atau aku selalu berangan time meeting kot)

LAGI 2 KIRA HUTANG LA K...AKU ADA KIJE CKIT NIH.......DAN AKU NAK CARI MANGSA TAG JUGAK NI....HEHEHEHE...TUNGGGUUUUUUU

Islamic Relief

2007-02-15T09:00:00.002+08:00

Although charity do begins at home...i just nak promote this site...

ISLAMIC RELIEF ni seangkatan dgn MUSLIM AID...

I knew about them when I was in UK as they are one of active charity organisation for moslems...dorang ada programs like sponsor a child (yg ni kalau u sponsor the child akan hantar something like kad ke)..i mean you know how the child is doing...yg ni yg dulu la-5 years back..but sekarangnye style i tak tau....aku pun dah lama tak dgr psal dorang until they emailed me on programme for mosquito net in kenya...Aku just promote je kat sini to create the awareness..payment wise masa kat UK dulu they send you a stamped envelope pas tu nko letak cheque je...sekarang ni dah ada online payment...just check it out and u realise that you're lucky to have been born in MALAYSIA (walaupun ada bende yg aku tak puas hati berkenaan decision making, transparency and executive power in this country...we'll talk about it later...hehehe sempat politik tuh)

www.islamic-relief.com

Jiwang Karats

2007-02-12T09:23:00.000+08:00

You may have someone in your heart..Someone in your dreams, Someone in your Life..BUT..I'm your Someone when you have no one.......

Talk to me when I'm bored
Kiss me when I'm sad
Hug me when I cry
Care for me when I'm sick
Cry for me when I die
andLove me when I'm still alive...

Jika kamu memancing ikan...
Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail
Hendaklah kamu mengambil terus ikan itu..
Janganlah sesekali kamu lepaskan ia semula ke dalam air begitu saja..
Kerana ia akan sakit!! Oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kail mu dan mungkin akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup
Begitulah juga..
Setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang
Setelah dia mula menyayangi mu, hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya..
Janganlah sesekali kamu terus meninggalkannya begitu saja..

Kerana..
Dia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersama mu dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya Selagi dia mengingati mu...
Jika kamu menadah air..
Biarlah berpada-pada...
Jangan terlalu mengharap pd takungannya dan janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh.. Cukuplah sekadar keperluan mu..

Kerana...
Apabila sekali ia retak, tentu sukar utk kamu menampalnya semula..
Akhirnya, ia akan dibuang..
Sedangkan jika kamu cuba membaikinya, mungkin ia masih boleh digunakan lagi..
Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang..
Terimalah dia seadanya..
Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya, dan janganlah menganggapnya terlalu istimewa.. Anggaplah dia manusia biasa!

Kerana...
Apabila sekali dia melakukan kesilapan kelak, bukan mudah utk kamu menerimanya..
Akhirnya, kamu tinggalkan dia..
Sedangkan jika kamu memaafkannya...
Boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan bertambah baik.

Syukur

2007-02-08T12:25:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to hapdet...but i come across these words while foruming and would like to share

Allah knows what is best for us...
So why should we complain...
We always want the sunshine...
But He knows there must be rain...

We always want the laughter...
And the merriment of cheer...
But our heart will loose their tenderness...
If we never shed a tears...

Allah tests us often...
With suffering and with sorrow...
He tests us not to punish us...
But to help us meet tomorrow...
For growing trees sre strengthened...
If they withstand the storm...
And the sharp cut of chisel
Gave the marble grace and formed...

Allah tests us often...
And for every path He gives to us...
Provided we are patient...
Is followed by rich gain...
So, whenever we felt thatEverything is going wrong...
It's just Allah's way...
To make our spirit STRONG!

AwekS CunG

2007-01-29T09:15:00.000+08:00

FeloRaFest

2007-01-29T08:08:00.000+08:00

Kepada sesapa yg berminat buat duit

2007-01-29T07:49:00.000+08:00

Foto ini adalah hiasan...takde kena mengena sama ini citer

This is a genuine message untuk mereka yg serius untuk menambah pendapatan. This is NOT direct selling nor it is multi level marketing...i just joined and i got advantage in terms of $$$$$ as well as the product...DONT JUST TAKE MY WORD FOR IT, Listen to the talk first then you can decide...If you think you can benefit from it (like I do), join and if not just walk away...You have nothing to lose but you have everything to gain if this works for you...

About the product, go to www.bionutric.com
About the plan, you can just contact me through email or comment

ps: I was as doubtful when I first heard about it but here I am telling you about it

Mutiara Hati

2007-01-26T08:01:00.000+08:00

Korang ada tgk tak citer ni?...ala yg pukul 6 ptg....ekceli mak aku yg rajin tgk....psal nabila and mak tiri dia bonda arini...one thing aku suka tgk citer ni ialah cara dorang ni berserah pada Allah...dari sekecil-kecil masalah hingga ke sebesar-besarnya...mmg completely opposite dgn aku ni la...aku ni jenis malu nak berdoa atau doa aku yg simple2 or yg standard...i mean like Ya Allah..nko ampunkan dosaku, dosa ibu bapaku, guru-guruku...etc etc u know yg standard la...tapi aku takde langsung konsep berserah pada Allah coz Allah know best....konsep aku konsep sukahati (ala2 konsep elyana dlm juara lagu)..every decision i made is based on impulse...can u believe that i change my course of study within few days before i left for UK...i accept my ex-bf after a few hours he declared his feelings towards me....i bought my first house in a day (takde pegi survey2 pun)..but one thing for sure is i never regret the decisions i made although most of it fails...tapi tu lah sejak aku tgk citer ni aku rasa konsep islam is the way of life merangkumi aspek mintak dan berserah kat Allah untuk segalanya

one more is the buzz and kecohness on jeffoii and rocky's case..even before the suit i've been reading their blog everyday (almost la)..i enjoy learning new things and their critical thinking, the way they express their opinion..and i can sense their sincerity when writing..i mean no hidden agendas..just trying to increase the awareness of people of what's going on in the country that's all...

i always believe in expression of opinion regardless if its right or otherwise.....the only rule that we have to follow is the koran and sunnah (this is black and white rules...no grey area-alamak teringat grey's anatomy lak)....others not specified is a matter of opinion...when i was teaching (jadi substitute teacher time summer holiday), i always encouraged my pupils to say what they think...it doesn't matter if its wrong...just say what u have to say...people can pass judgement to you but that doesn't matter coz people will always do...so i'm quite pleased that my pupils were taken to that and show no remorse in expressing their mind....i am quite confused about pak lah wanting the students to think out of the box when the freedom of expression in this country is deplorable..i dont know for me as long as what's written is true and opinion-based, there's no reason why there should be a legal suit whatsoever.. I think Malaysian are adult enough not to be told what to read/write/do......and to believe or not believe what they read using own maturity and intelligence...dont u think??

tula got to got back to work....will talk bout this later

Rafambufut gufugufur

2007-01-22T10:36:00.000+08:00

hehehe boleh paham ke apa tajuk ari ni?...it's all about hair beb

before that aku nak ucapkan selamat menyambut tahun baru buat umat islam semua....buku baru azam baru...

lagi satu aku mmg amat berpuas hati hazami menang semalam...dlm banyak2 persembahan dia punya mmg aku paling feeling sekali (sambil dok ingat x-bf aku yg mungkir bahagia..hehehe poyo tul la aku ni)

ha pasal rambut tadi kan....kebelakangan ni rambut aku yg dulu boleh dikategorikan lebat (or more exact mengerbang hehehe) telah gugur dgn hebatnya...the last straw is when i put hair mask (hahaha aku punya biol ingat hair mask tu boleh baiki my oily scalp) and when i rinse it off...satu gengam beb rambut terkeluor...am not kidding i was bloody shock (not shiok haaa)...and i said ok this is it im gonna get professional help..

so aku pun gi la cari kat tenet...aku call neeta herbal...tapi org yg jawab tu tak berapa frenly...i mean cam belagak...aku dpt kupon astro svenson pas tu nampak sohon nye kupon tapi aku tak tau kat mana kedia dorang...yun nam lak kawan aku kt leh dpt trial kat aku tapi aku dgr mcm2 bende...aku nak try petua org tua mcm daun bunga raya, aloe vera aku ada virus M A L A S...last last aku teringat kat domino ada 101 treatment...aku gi internet dpt kupon 38 hengget..so after keje amik order aku gi la treatment dia...

aku dah agak dorang akan suruh amik package (hey aku ni mmg dah season bab bab facial, spa ni dah tau trick dorang) tapi kali ni aku mmg dh plan nak amik pakej pun..tapi aku nk dgr guarantee dr dorang....im a result-oriented person...i dont care how u get there as long as u get there (walaupun aku tau matlamat tak menghalalkan cara..hehehe tak gitu uztaz..;-) )

so i ended up take their package and buy product...wah dia punya treatment khusyuk seh...aku tidor wa cakap lu....awek yg buat treament tu cun...hehehe aku plan nak amik gambar next treatment nnt...step by step treatment..

aku pernah sign up treatment kat facial centre...3000 lebih beb..dia janji kulit aku jadi gebus mcm dia tapi dia mungkir bahagia opss mungkir janji..aku apa lagi terus mengadu kat tribunal....hahaha aku ni mmg kecoh sket bab2 penguna kalau makan mamak tu aku siap suruh dia itemise bayaran...yg kelakarnya lepas aku komplen kat tribunal, principal beauty center tu buat apointment jupe aku kat starbucks aku ngan kawan aku apa lagi bantai makan2...la..ish pelahap sungguh...then di a tanya aku nak duit aku balik ke atau nak buat treatment lagi...hehehe part ni kawan aku dah jeling suruh amik duit...aku ni lak dtg angin gilos terus kata ok wat treatment la....so aku wat la treatment lagi.....walaupun aku agak tak puas hati takkan aku nak saman dorang lagi ye tak?...lepas tu kalu aku lalu dpn salon dorang tu mg aku agak bengkek

tahun ni aku ada beberapa goal aku nak achieve...personal and work wise...personal : aku nak buang imej selekeh dan malas aku ni...(aku setat march la yg ni..hehehe too much work la), i want to be a better muslim, aku target nak kurangkan panas baran aku, cuba belajar senyum, be nicer towards my mum, and kawin (hehhee ni aku takleh control, kalau ada ada la...)
work wise : aku nak buat 3 research project, nak publish paper (hahaha ni dah lama aku draft tapi tak siap2..ish pemalas tol la aku ni), buat master and maybe aku nak shift company (psal aku dah lama ngat kat sini)

okla people.....i wish u selamat tahun baru...jgn nakal2 tau

Entry Merapu

2007-01-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

Kadang-kadang
Aku suka
Senyum...Sengih..Gumbira
Bahagia

Kadang-kadang
Aku sedih
Tawar hati....Bengang....Bengong
Hampehs

Selalu
Aku blur
'Ignore'kan apa yg dtg dan pergi
Macam takde apa2
Macam takde perasaan
Supaya aku tak rasa kadang-kadang

Susah ke jadi manusia?..
Ia sebaik2 kejadian
Tapi kenapa?....
Putus asa...Marah...Tak suka
Tanyalah sendiri
Bersyukurkah kita???????

Geram Jangan Engkau Geramm

2007-01-15T07:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Monday People!!!!!

Well aku sebenornya nak melepaskan geram teramat geram kepada empunya keta MYVI Silver BJF 1203...ye ulang suara BJF 1203....wei pompuan apsal nko masuk simpang main hentam kromo suka hati nko je!!!!!!!!!...nko tak nampak ke keta aku tgh lalu...sebagai pemasuk simpang nko kena tgk kiri sampai takde keta baru masuk.....ooo pas tu bila aku pandang nko tau buat buat baca soratkabar.....nak buat muka selamba...wei aku nampak la muka nko dah cuak tadi...ikut hati nak je aku turn keta ketuk cermin nko pasa tu tanya apsal akak bawak keta mcm hampeh?...nasibla aku fikir nnt org lain lak geram kat aku pasal buat jem....tula masalahnya...sometime kita ikut peraturan tapi ada bangsat2 ni yg ikut suka hati meri sathi last last kita yg kena.....utk pemilik keta atau sesapa yg kenal akak ni.....ish aku mmg nak bersemuka ngan dia...tak puas hati ni aku sampai ke kanan nak elak keta dia kalau ada keta tadi aku yg kena dia lepas.....

ok on other note...aku mmg agak busy....kena siapkan research proposal yg nak di resubmit nih...dah naik gugur rambut aku buat bende ni....aku ada 4 lagi idea dah kasi kat boss pun tapi bab nak menulis tu yg payah....psal reviewer ni bukan tgk isi tapi tgk gaya penulisan je lebih...(aku rs tu psal la reserach kat mesia ni hampeh kot...nak dpt grant tu org tak tgk idea tapi kalau tak paham subjek tu dia reject la...lagi satu aku tak puas hati dah la review berdasarkan write-up je, researcher tak diberi peluang pertahan idea..itu aku rasa agak frustla)....ni tak rasa2 tak paham je reject terus..

smlm gi midvaley tgk the return.....bagi sesapa yg rs nak tgk tak payah la psal citer ni slow and hampeh baik tgk supernatural kat tv3 lagi vast

okla people need to get back to work....c u later alligator

Rewang Korban

2007-01-05T08:57:00.000+08:00

Barbeque di PD

2007-01-05T08:11:00.000+08:00

Anak Kucen Baru

2007-01-05T07:48:00.000+08:00

Selamat Tahun Baru...2007

2007-01-05T07:44:00.000+08:00

Pejam celik pejam celik dah 2007 pun...aku mmg bercuti lama since christmas hari tu menghabikan cuti psal aku mmg malas nak bercarry forward bagai...aktiviti mcm besa laa....mcm mcm ada...dpt anak kucen baru laa...pegi barbeque kat pd la..banyak aku catch up ngan member la...bila lagi nak beramah mesra ye tak...anyway aku akan post gambar psal aku baru jek tranfer gambar sini

To all reader, selamat tahun baru..semoga diberkati Allah hendaknya... ;-)

Citer Part Time

2006-12-22T07:36:00.000+08:00

Atas permintaan ramai (eh sebenarnya sorang je yg buat permintaan, En Shahril kite...hehehe) aku nak citer ckit la psal kije part time aku yg tak semengah ni...aku bekerja part customer service kat satu co piza....(baru taip piza aku dah lapor)...tau-tau je la keje amik order ni..mmg banyak sgt kerenah pelangan yg aku dan kawan2 aku dpt...antaranya:

Puji-pujian (sesi kombang)
Biasanya customer puji bila aku kasi offer...memandangkan aku ni cheapskate kelas pertama...aku akan kasi offer paling murah kat customer aku even customer tu kureng hasem/berlagak bagus/etc etc...so dorang (selalu pompuan la) akan puji dan bertetima kasih yg amatz la...aku mmg rasa satisfied bila customer satisfied...tula agaknya customer service

Pelangan gatey (gatal)
yang ni paling banyak....majoritinya melayu la....but i never take them seriusly. Antara ayat2 gatel mereka:

Kes 1
CSR : So u nak makan utk berapa org cik?

Pelangan : Jap sy kira...satu...dua..tiga..empat...and masuk u sekali 5

csr: cheh

Kes 2
dah habis amik order
CSR : Thank you...have a nice day

Pelangan : tahnk you je...boleh kasi no phone tak?

CSR : (dlm hati: mangkuk nko la)

Kes 3
pelangan : suara you ni mcm dlm radio la..sedap

CSR: thank you sir (dlm hati: org dah puji belasah je la labu)

Pelangan cheapskate/kelakar

Kes 1
CSR dah amik order bagai ni
CSR : Sir that would be RM 70.00. Would u like us to bring change for 100?

Pelangan : Ha (dgn riak terkujut) kena bayar ke?...sy ingat guna kupon ni free..

CSR : (dlm hati, sabor je la aku pakcik ni)..Encik, Kat mesia ni masuk tandas pun kena bayar encik

Pelangan : Kalu cam tu kensel la dik

Kes 2
CSR: Kak nak air coke ke sprite?

Pelangan : DIk air coke perasa nenas ada tak?

CSR: (dlm hati: ada ke coke perisa baru nih?..confius confius)

Pelangan kureng hasam

Kes 1
CSR: Mam, we're sorry, your area is not within our delivery area (rumah dia kita tak wat penghantaran)

Pelanggan : Go to hell la you

CSR : Thank you mam (dlm hati: nko la pegi mampus)

Kes 2
Pukul 11 malam, tak leh amik order lagi
CSR : I'm sorry mam, our store has already closed. I can't take order anymore

Pelangan : Like that ar...mmm u have MCDonald no?

CSR: Cheh

Kes 3
Belum aku nak welcomekan dia, terus pelangan maki-maki aku tahap cipan
Pelangan : woi lu stupid bla bla bla 5#%46&^&*(&(&*%^$*%^$*#^1346

CSR : Yes sir how can i help you

Pelangan : sambung maki hamun seorang CSR yg tak berdosa...chewah

CSR: We apologise for... (padahal tak paham puna pa yg dikomplenkan...sory je la labu..tapi dalam hati aku pun dok maki hamun dia gak....mintak2 la nko kenalanggar bas...hehhehe kejam tak aku?)

tula yg aku ingat wat masa ni...bersambung man

Pernah tak????????.........sesi luah perasaan

2006-12-19T10:47:00.000+08:00

aku bengong ckit hari ni...lps extended weekend..minggu ni aku kena amik satu hari lagi cuti...minggu dpn aku setat cuti dari 25 sampai new yr...selalunya kalau bab2 cuti ni mmg aku suka ngat tapi kali ni aku agak serba salah nk amik cuti...mana taknya keje melambak...ni pun tgh run and test application aku...pas tu khamis/jumaat kena gi hq ada taklimat hape kebende...dahlah harga tol naik(ada kena mengena ke?..hehe)...

tapi sebenarnya hati aku ni tak senang...susah hati kot...psal aku kena cuba me-redhakan diri aku yg org yg aku syg mungkin tak dpt bersama aku *matilah ayat jiwang*..i mean we love each other (dia aku tak berapa sure tp aku syg dia) tapi banyak halangan for us to make the relationship a success...i dont know if we can ever make it...

ps: ekceli blog ni bukan utk luah perasaan jiwang mcm ni psal aku nak maintain imej brutal aku...hehe tp i need to luahkan somewhere supaya rs lega...

Part Time

2006-12-19T07:35:00.000+08:00

baru lepas bercuti panjang..eh takla panjang ngat...just extended weekend je...nak ngabihkan cuti tahun ni psal aku malas nk bercarryforward bagai...walaupun aku off keje full time aku ni...aku masih kena pi keje part time...hehehe..mmg rasa malas tapi kalau aku tak keje part time aku akan end up tgk tv, tido or shopping....(tried and tested alredi k)...

Part time is nothing new to me...dari zaman aku universiti mmg akula scholar MARA paling kemaruk/fanatik buat part time...*matilah TAMAK*..lagipun aku nye kelas 6 jam je seminggu (tu pun aku dah squeeze in dlm 2-3 days so needless to say i've got a lot of free time in my hand...)...di tambah ngan ketamakan aku bila mengenangkan minimum pay 3.60 quid per hour apa lagi tambah gedik la aku nak berpart time...

pendek kata semua keje aku dah wat...(yg halal kay)..keuali keje kat McD dan yg sewaktu ngannya...(aku mmg nak sangat try yg ni tapi adik aku aka bekas balaci mr ronald kata kejenya mmg penat dan selalu kena maki)...mungkin nanti-nanti kot. Berikut adalah pengalaman part time saya (*matilah ayat SPM karangan*):

i. Cleaner kat ofis (Experian) - yg ni keje pertama (siap ada permit lagi..time tu kena permit)...mula2 keje ngan house-mate tapi dia berenti sekerat jln psal tak tahan...yelah...keje dari kol 5-7 pagi and 5-7 petang...gaji tak seberapa tp letih nak bangun pagi dlm sejuk2...pas tu bukan naik keta ke apa...tapi naik gerek (bukan kerek ye adik2)...nilah pertama kali aku kena cuci tandas (including mens)...10 tandas beb...tandas sendiri pun cuci ala kadar pasal geli ni lak cuci tandas awam...but aku time tu mmg nak jd survivor(al-kononnya lah) so i managed...in fact aku rasa lagi senang cuci tandas psal tandas dorang kering...

ii. Keje haram (tanpa permit) - kat sini ada banyak job agency (aku mmg registered kat most of the agency)...ada sekali tu kelly agency ni call la kata nak keje tak time krismas...aku nak aje...triple pay nko...sapa tak nak..keje senang je..bungkus sayur..kilang la tu...so aku ngan housemate aku (ni yg lain) pun dgn reminya menjadi minah kilang..keje senang je...timbang sayur mcm parsnip ke carot ke pas tu bungkus manually....tapi ada kejadian kat situ yg buat aku cuak....it so happen that ada kebakaran kecil kat kilang tu so polis mai buat siasatan...dah la mai...pas tu lepas kat line kitaorg lak borak2....aku ngan kawan aku tunduk je (bukan malu2 ala pompuan melayu terakhir tapi kecut takut kena deport balik mesia pasal takde permit keje la beb)..aku time tu dh terbayang2 kuar newspaper budak notts kena deport naik kapal kargo... tapi alhamdulillah polis tu walaupun ada jeling2 manje rela...takde kaco kitaorg...agak dorang tgh christmas spirit so malas nak wat paperwork bagai..hehehe

iii. aku penah keje kilang ayam (padley's)..yg ni aku buat shift malam..tempatnye kira2 sejam lebih perjalanan dari bandar notts...aku yg takde keje dan saje nak adventure amik shif mlm...(dari kol 10 mlm ke 6 pagi esoknya..tapi aku kena gi job agency tu kol 8 mlm naik van ala2 pekerja haram...hehehe)..kat sini aku baik bgan satu mek saleh ngan sape ntah negro aku dh lupa nama...kira kitaorg ni break sesama and everything sesama la...keje sini senagng giler..mcm keje line kilang biasa...aku siap menyanyi2 lagi psal mesin bising kan...kat sini aku kenal stuart(my first real gay fren..incredibly talented artist wei tgn dia lagi lembut dari aku tau dan baik ngat)...kat sini gak aku dingorat 2 negro and satu mat saleh bhg engineering (tapi aku tak lyn pasal takut)....tp yg aku takleh lupa time keje ni bday aku, so best fren aku wat suprise party dlm kol 6 lebih...tapi aku sebagai guest of honor hanya leh dok dlm majlis tak sampai setengah jam pasal nak gi keje kilang ayam ni la..*commitment nko*..aku still ingat muka dia yg dissapointed...tapi apa leh buat aku scholar MARA yg dpt 291, nko scholar brunei yg dpt 660 *matilah tak bersyukur*

iii. pas tu aku lepak kt tempat kawan aku southampton dlm sebulan pasal kitaorg plan nak pegi backpacking dari portsmouth... kat sini aku lagiii fanatik teratik bombastik yelah nak kumpul duit travel psal aku mmg tak nak guna duit MARA nk enjoy bagai...aku kje 3 keje....pagi cleaner kat universiti...(apparently bebudak soton mesia ni mmg cleaner terunggul kat u dorang, unlike budak notts yg tak suka berpart time kecuali aku dan aidil-budak MARA gak), petang keje kilang sayur (aden, nko ingat tak travolta-pitt?), weekend keje cleaner cum tea lady kat spital..wah....keje kilang sayur tu menarik gak pasal kitaorang dpt bawak balik sayur reject..time tu la aku kenal watercress, rockets etc etc...tp aku suka keje cleaner spital pasal aku dpt wad org tua yg semua peramah..esp bila aku buat round...hehehe dialog tetap aku "Would u like tea or coffee?...how many sugar?..any milk?..."...cuma aku depress bila ada kes meninggal...all in all aku enjoy my time in soton

iv. pas tu balik notts aku keje kilang piza...yg ni biasa2 je cuma line leader kitaorng hensem....(penah tgk party of five tak?...yg abang sulung tu?..ha kembar dia jaga line kitaaorg la)...time tu aku au la apa tu chicken kiev etc etc..

v. yg terakhir aku keje data entry...yg ni plg aku enjoy pasal senang and kenal ramai org.....keje setat kol 6 ptg balik kol 12 mlm (balik company panggil teksi hantar nko)..gaji mmg lumayan...if not mistaken 6 quid an hour la)...u imagine aku keje time ala kadar gitu 5 days je dpt 200 pounds a week...setelah ditolak duit apa tu national contribution security apa tah tak ingat.. (ala-ala duit epf kot tapi yg hampehnya aku contribute buta2 pasal duit aku tu aku tak leh kuarkan bila nak balik mesia...mr blair, if you're reading this, aku tak halalkan duit tu yg nko buat pegi perang ngan iraq...and i think it is against human right that u take people's money -hard earned that is just like that)....keje aku ni entrykan data credit card application...aku enter data dorang pas tu kuarla result application dorang tu reject ke accepted ke apa ke...ha yg miraclenya dlm beribu2 batch application..teka whose application aku dpt....jeng jeng jeng...azhar sulaiman beb...aku punya excited terus pegi kat semua org citer yg this guy is an actor bla bla bla in my country...(hahaha dulu2 aku mmg jenis peramah tahap tenuk tp sekarng jgn harap la aku nak pegi round kat semua org lagi mcm tu)

vi. ha obses aku buat part time ni sampaila kat mesia..even aku dah ada full time job, aku ada buat part time yg halal...customer service...yg ni ada banyak citer kelakar..nantila aku citer...tp semalam baru dpt pujian dari seorang customer yg kata aku the best csr...hahhahah *matilah kembang*..just pasal kitaorng borak2 psal newcastle...apparently dia ni baru sampai dr kampung newcastle..next entry aku akan citer pasal keje aku ni...can cin cau

Cilok dari sanghamba.blogspot.com

2006-12-15T09:47:00.000+08:00

SIMPANAN sebenar seorang mukmin ialah apa yang ia belanjakan dan korbankan daripada apa yang dimilikinya kerana Allah iaitu apabila dia telah menukarkannya ke dalam bentuk pahala yg balasannya disempurnakan oleh Allah diakhirat kelak. inilah pelaburan yang sebenar

ps: aku selalu berbincang dgn seseorang mengenai ini...i mean rezeki and stuff like that..aku tak paham org yg takde simpanan langsung....aku pernah ASB aku dari beribu tinggal 20 hengget masa tu aku rasa risau takde simpanan..yela ko aku meningal mana nak cekau duit bayor tanaman aku tu?..so dari saat tu aku jadi fanatik simpan duit..jadi ala-ala hobi lak..aku sonok tgk duit banyak dlm bank...and feel secure...tapi teman aku ni repeatedly said that duit dlm bank tu bukan rezeki kita...and i guess after reading the qoute above, he was right...tapi aku masih tak dpt meninggalkan fanatik aku ni...aku rs dah tahap kronik/cheapskate melampau...and aku rasa it has become a phsychological prob...i mean i can't control the other aspect of my life like love, feeling etc but this is the only thing i can control...and so i became a control freak in this...(boleh paham ke apa aku nak cakap ni?).....so caner nak buat haaa?

pps:buat teman tu (u know who u are)..sy sentiasa ingat pesan/nasihat awk walaupun awk nampak mcm sy main-main or being playful about it...terima kasih sudi nasihat sy

Non-Ado Title

2006-12-12T13:42:00.000+08:00

Dalam rasa ini

Ada suka, duka, pahit, manis,

Ada senyum, masam, cuka, ketawa,

Ada rasa pening,

Ada rasa bersalah,

Ada juga dengki, cemburu, iri-hati

Namanya manusia

Berbagai rasa satu masa

Tak ku mengerti

Adakah masih bahagia menanti

Dalam rasa masa bila

Ingatlah masa

MUDA sebelum TUA

KAYA sebelum MISKIN

LAPANG sebelum SEMPIT

SIHAT sebelum SAKIT

Mereka kata

Masa membuat kita rugi

Tak kunafi

Masa merubah hati

Masa mengubat luka

Hargai masa ini

Sebelum ia pergi

Post Event : Bday Ku

2006-12-12T09:05:00.000+08:00

kek yg kesepian........

cheesecake yg sodap

nyum nyum

cuba teka ni apa?...

Sin Chan yg POYO

2006-12-12T08:48:00.000+08:00

alooo..sy sin chan yg comot..

zzzzz...dia ni aku nak tdo cbuk amik gambar

hikmat streching petala alam

ish ish buat aksi tucen lak dia ni

kucing melingkau atas sofa

Entry Tertunggak

2006-12-12T08:19:00.000+08:00

macam ada org tu yg bakal dpt kenaikan gaji tertunggak lak...hehehe

entry ni aku panggey entry ala-ala variety show....aku akan post sajak (sajak ala-ala maggi 2 minit...), gambar bday aku itu hari and gambar tucen aku, si sin chan yg comot....

Tunggu..........

Aku seorang Penari

2006-12-08T14:00:00.000+08:00

Eh eh takdela aku menari suka2 utk agensi dn kementerian

tarian aku paling minat tapi belajar sekerat jalan ialah zapin....punyala aku fanatik kat tarian ni sampai kalau ada persembahan zapin aku sure mengendeng amik gambar...

hehehe lagi satu aku suka tarian ni masa ni la aku dpt me-make-upkan diriku ini...yelah aku ni dah la bengong part part ni...tp tu la sakit gak kena make-up ni esp part pakai bulu mata (almaklumlah bulu mata aku kontot ditambah mata yg sepet)..dan paling aku nyampah time nak bersihkan make-up tu esp part mata...rasa-rasa kalau guna axion baru ilang kot...

enjoyla gegambar kenangan aku menarikan diri...aku yg mana nkorang teka la...yg muka ala-ala malu tapi mahu tu aku la tuh...heheheh

I like this pics..tgkla org singapore mcm tk pernah tgk org menari *matila perasan glamer*

tarian ala-ala perempuan melayu terakhir...NOT!!!!

Terbang la burung terbanggggg.......

Smilee...

Bergambar ngan big big big big boss aku

Aku yg senget mmg suka gambau senget

Masa tarian pembuka sembah...tetamu masuk lobi je terus menari...open air gituh

Sempat ngumpat lagi sblm show tuh..yg ensem tu make-up artis sama chereographer

Night TV : Di Sebalik Malam

2006-12-07T10:55:00.000+08:00

Aku nak citer ckit la psal citer ni...ekceli aku takla plan nk tgk tapi since hobi aku flick channel kat tv tu aku layan je la (statement cover..hehehe)...Topik dia smlm pun menarik gak...tapi aku nak komen la beberapa bende..

i. Bagi aku konsep cerita ni menarik....a cross between documentari/realiti and drama...tapi to be honest, pengantara tu terover part drama and makes the penceritaan kisah hidup lose its focus...bagi aku tak payah la nak berjuragan, puteri malam etc etc...just be straight to the point...kadang2 aku rasa malas nk tgk citer ni psal aku rs pengacara over(pls pls focus on the story)...

ii. kalau lebih bagus, before pemanggil bercerita kisah hidup dorang, buat la some homework...u know like get some statistic, pegi buat field work..(jgn just amik shot minah rempit dari jauh)...go to them, talk to them...interview those mat/minahs rempit..kalau leh go undercover lagi best..so bende tu dpt dikupas lebih mendalam, not just on the surface

iii. try to look at the issue from all angle.....aku rasa lebih bagus kalau kaitkan bende ni dgn agama (maybe boleh panggil uztaz )..or pihak berkuasa like polis ke....or maybe kasi tips kpd ibu-bapa tangani masalah ni, list support group like befrienders yg boleh membantu the depressed. gk dr angle ibu bapa jugak...bukan just do interview...pompuan ni bercerita...menyesal then end of story..no added value la gitu

iv. aku rasa nak ketengahkan 4 issue dlm satu malam is a bit too much...as a result, setiap kupasan mcm tak complete/comprehensif...so just concentrate 1 issue, kupas mendalam..be more informative....maybe leh kasi to-do list utk minah2 rempit lain yg nak insaf tapi tak tau mcm mana..mcm tu lagi bermakna

v. get input/opinion dari public...di samping test pengetahuan public ttg issue2..then u know the level of knowledge/ignorance that malaysian have.

Bagi aku citer ni ok...isu menarik...tapi tulah...dia takde added value

just my 2 cents...

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Antara sebab aku tak bersedia nak jadi bini orang...

2006-12-06T13:59:00.000+08:00

Seorang perempuan tua Arab ada menasihatkan anaknya pada hari perkahwinannya:

O my daughter! You are leaving the home in which you were brought up for a house unknown to you and to a companion unfamiliar to you. Be a floor to him, he will be a roof to you; be a soft seat to him, he will be a pillar for you; and be like a slave girl to him and he will be a slave boy to you. Avoid inopportune behaviour, least he should be bored with you; and be not aloof lest he should become indifferent to you. If he approaches you, come running to him; and if he turns away, do not impose yourself upon him. Take care of his nose, his eye and his ear. Let him not smell except a good odour from you; let not his eye see you except in an agreeable appearance; and let him hear nothing from you except nice, fine words.

(Imam al-Ghazzali)

Sagitariussssssss Rulesssss!!!!!

2006-12-05T14:31:00.000+08:00

NOVEMBERRRR...

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

Analysis (ni honest ni bukan masuk lif tekan sendiri tau)

Trustworthy - Yes

Loyal - Yes

Passionate - Yes to person i love but i like to show it privately....

Dangerous - Hmm..no really lah...coz aku ni risk averse person

Wild at times - kalau gila-gila tu mmg ye.....tak caya tanya budak mrsm/kolej lama aku dulu

Knows how to have fun - dulu yes...tapi semenjak 2 menjak ni aku rasa ku dah jadi square ckit...faktor umur kot

Sexy and Mysterius - ini aku pun tak tau

Secretive - YES YES

Emotional/temperamental - YES YES...aku mmg panas baran dr dulo lagi...sampai la tak leh control

Social in group - aku tak reti tegur org dulu..tapi kalau dah kenal aku paling havoc

Fearless/Independent - dulu aku mmg fearless (bukan movie pakcik jet li ye adik adik)...aku selamba ikut negro masa gi backpacking (hehe pas tu baru aku terfikir bahaya terus lari dari dia)...tumpang pakistani beli lauk kat UK etc etc la mungkin aku terlalu bersangka baik ngan org kot...independent lak mmg dr segi luaran aku ok but emotionally aku quite dependent...maknanya aku nak ad seseorang melayan kerenah aku.....

Stands out in a crowd - NA AH..not me aku lebih suka jadi invisible

One of a kind - yessss i believe I AM!!!

For other months, click uniqueweird.blogspot.com

Project Photography

2006-12-05T13:12:00.000+08:00

i. KL - try to retrace area like in CINTA movie
ii. more food photos
iii. holiday photos....if i ever get to have one...
iv. my cats photos
v. post dated photos : birthday party
vi. kids at klcc swimming pool (last weekend nak gi tapi ujan lak)
viii. zoo negara

PIZZAAAAAAAAAA TIMEEEEEEE

2006-12-04T14:52:00.001+08:00

Crunchy ikan bilis....kalau lagi pedas lagi umphh

A slice of heaven........

this is in the set so no choice....but definitely better to KFC's

purrfect...combo....

PIZZA...love it...I've tried a lot pizza in Malaysia but my fav would be Domino and Luca's Pizza...I love malaysian style pizza..u know spicy/sambal sos (dulu Domino ada rendang sedap tapi dah stop...what a pity)....coz i find the tomato sauce is to acidic for my liking...tapi bende ni makan sekali sekala je psal cepat muak....

Apa ada dengan handbag kuuuuu.........

2006-12-04T14:28:00.001+08:00

As promised here are the contents/garbage in my handbag......mmg nampak macam cluttered but trust me i need every single thing...mmg kena bawak setiap masa if not mengelupur laaa....i dont wear make up cuma bedak/foundation (yg tak berapa best nk pakai..salah beli kaler)...my lotion tu wajib..my wallet tu pasti...yg lain mcm buku bank tu and kad derma darah tu i bawak sekali takut lupa letak mana.....maklumla aku ni al-lupa wal lalai

Malam-malam di Putrajaya

2006-12-04T14:19:00.001+08:00

Stay Tune

2006-12-04T11:51:00.000+08:00

I trying to figure out how to post pic...suddenly toolbox in my compose and edit html is gone...hence the situation...however folks do stay tune for these:

i. What's in the handbag????
ii. Lembah tengah (Mid Valley)
iii. Malam di Putrajaya

as soon as im able to post the pics k

Weekend Movie : CINTA

2006-12-04T09:42:00.000+08:00

pic taken from suanie.net

"sehari bersama org yg kita sayang walaupun susah adalah lebih bermakna dari seusia bersama org yg kita tak syg"

well it wasn't the exact words..but you can understand the gist of it. There words to sum up the movie would be : Entertaining, Touching and Fanstastic Cinematography (opps make that 4 words...)

At first i thought that this movie consists of 5 separate different short movie....u know something like the movie 'Three' and being a cheapskate get total value for your money kinda gal, I opted for it ( i mean it's a bargain to watch 5 movies for same price as watching one..nevermind that it is a short one - at least i dont get stuck with one storyline should i hate it...terer tak?..)

But boy was i wrong, it is actually 5 stories in the same movie...10 different characters are cleverly connected although some characters are pretty predictable. My fav would be Cikgu Elyas-Rubiah and Dyan-adiknya punya story...storyline for these 2 are quite superb and their kind of love (i mean cinta org tua and sibling) is rarely expored in malay movie

Cikgu Elyas-Rubiah
Yang ni mmg menyentuh hati....it basically state that cinta is for the better and worse...lakonan kedua2 ni mmg fastastic, bombastik dan apa2 yg sewaktu dengannya...part fav masa rubiah sound jejanz yg pandang2 je tak reti nak tolong

Azura- Eizlan
Cuma yg best and kelakar time propose tu (tapi ala-ala hollywood la pulak)...ada ke makcik2 sporting nak tepuk bila ada proposal...but this for me is just another whirlwind romance storey with a pinch of antara dua darjat flavor...but fasha dlm citer ni mmg comeyyy

Dyan-Que Haidar (aku lupa nama dia)
Nanu shines in this..I couldnt imagine someone else playing this role...she's the epitome of today's women (successful but lonely)..que haidar aka sudirman lookalike pun menunjukkan lakonan yg bagus but improvable...kawan dia mat gitar tu mmg kelakar (btw is he the same guy in rock movie...yg jadi penyanyi malaikat-maut)...cuma akhiran dia amat sedih....i was hoping for some happy ending....
"Kadang kala org yg paling kita syg tu plg susah disayangi"

Taufik-Ariana (teringat anak amy mastura lak)
Reminds me of KL Menjerit.....Piere is just being piere...watak lebih kurang dgn dunia baru....amani tu okla...i guess..tapi dia comeyyy.....yg extra cm khalif so-so je....nothing much n this

Airin and Haris
Shidi has outdone himself in this....mak aii i actually cried bila dia kena tinggal ngan bini dia....and bini dia rita lakonan mcm biasa cuma time flasback tu mmg rita aku nobatkan sebagai pompuan melayu paling lawa, seksi dan mcm mcm lagilah...lawa gilosss....cuma dlm ni mmg dia seorg yg bitchy psal cureng...tapi dia cover bitchy dia tu dgn asik nangisssssss je...hai pompuan ni nangis pun lawa....

the song selection was superb...it is here that i realise kekuatan of indon movies are on their soundtrack and im glad that the director has realise and manipulate on this fact...Beautiful rendition by Anuar Zain and the main song 'Cinta' by Kris and Melly is mesmerising....tpi yg paling best is gubahan semula Ikhlas tapi jauh (hahah teringat kat Amir Yusof, ex Paula Malai) and Belaian Jiwa (lagu zaman kolej yg amat diminati my best fren yg mengaku dirinya gf...Reymee...)

tapi ada beberapa aspek logicality yg agak fail di mata aku.....but it is too small or shall i say microscopik.....and rendition of cinta by director is too ideal for a real world..but what the heck..it's just a movie and damn worth every penny.....

Inilah yg menyobabkan jem sekejap kat Bukit Jalil

2006-12-04T08:54:00.000+08:00

Malaysian being the typical 'Busy-Body'...includes me la jugak..hehehe

IdEa...IdEa....

2006-12-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

I've got to be crazy......3 posts in a day? u might say...not to say i mengangkang (no pun intended) kat ofis ni...more that i feel the creativity hormon inside me is flowing (as in my horoscope in the NST)...makes my finger itching to write...more and more and more...just writing what inside my pretty litt'le head....

Sebenaunya eden ade byk keje...tp i dont know which to start and i dont feel like doing it so here i am babbling away..lagipun ni time rehat (statement coverina)...mcm tu la manusia kan...there are people who just buckle up and confront their problem/work but most people would be (as yours truly) prefer using the mighty art of diversion (u know diverting the fact that u have problem/work, ignoring it completely and when the time came to face the music....u know what to do) - this is something i have been practising in my entire lifetime.....(teringat cerita KAMI yg arwah Sudirman berlakon tu, dia yg cakap mcm tu....dont think so much of your problem, when the time came to face it, u would know what to do)

It always amaze me on how fast/rapid/torpedo-speed our Malaysian community has changed in the past few years since i got back from oversea (something i still couldn't get over with till now). One thing apparent is their buying power....Being a total cheap-skate (in my defense, I sometimes do splurge on 'essential' items such as beauty products/facials/spa..hehe), it just amazes me how people would nonchalantly pays almost 16RM for a ice blended...i guess i'm just a few of those people who'd spend hours in the shopping aisle looking for bargain...

i used to be one who splurgessss.........it still makes me twitch to think that i actually spent thousands on a facial course that doesn't do much improvement to my complexion, on how i just lend thousands to some people who's gone MIA, how i make my fren and myself lose over 20K put together over some commodity scam...the list is endless.....it's just recently, i keep tab in everthing i pay/going to pay/paid. I only go to facials with first-timer offer (even that i will end up paying extra for whatever extra treatment they're recommending(or more like coercing) , i dont give people lend money anymore, and deposited my hard-earned cash in ASB....i allow myself to some pampering once in a while but i made sure i save some money and spare a part of it for insurance ..(iyolah kalau eden meninggal ke sakit ke famili eden tak susah)

Which brings me to the question?...Money-How much is enough?. I used to think that a certain amount in the bank, a house registered under yours truly, a vehicle to merewang is enough but greed will tell u otherwise. Kenapa oh kenapa kita tak pernah merasa cukup..why do we still feel insecure....why do we feel green with envy with what other people earn?.....this is something i could never and maybe ever fathom...maybe...just maybe it is the only thing we can have control of....not like love and life, which is beyond us....and maybe you just need to be thankful to what we have...it may sounded klise but that's exactly what me and you going to do....

ps: okla gtg for my overdued noon-napping....have a good weekend kpd budak2, bapak budak dan mak budak sekalian alam..hopefully once i get my camera from my sis, i'd be able to download some photos...

pps : I'm glad i started the blog...should have done it long time ago...now i can just write in my own creative/gila/tak betul way (i'm done doing proposals and reports if u ask me...)

Men are from MARS...Women are from Venus..

2006-12-01T08:27:00.000+08:00

I couldn't agree more...

Been in a couple of relationship with the homo sapien male species has made me learn about it well ..i could say in a pretty hard way...After much trial and errorss...with strong case study to back up my point (chewah konon ada case study-which i am the subject- tu pasal aku kata strong case beb...first hand experience...huhuhu....), i can pretty much conclude that men, in general (having said that, there's always exception..hehee ayat cover tak nak kaum lelaki baling telor busuk):

Mula-mula kenal - ooo time ni korang kalau pijak semut pun tak mati....tunjuk la korang jantan terhangat di pasaran....i remember an ex (my first actually) who mati matian kutuk perokok..siap kasi majalah yg kata rokok dibuat oleh pencuci lantai....so aku yg buta mata (not literally)...ni percaya la....bila dh declare baru la tau yg nko bukan setakat perokok tegar malah suka menghisap dedaunan ganja....what i can say r/ship built on lies will not last.....hipokrit apatah lagi

Bila pompuan dah sayang - ha time ni tanduk dah kuar sikit sikit.........kalau dulu dia sanggup jln kaki balik umah psal nak simpan duit belanja kita mencekik...sekarang dah pandai hint hint mintak kita belanja lak....lepas tu buat la cerita sedih bersamamu tv3 dgn muka sememeh tahan cipan... kalau jenis mengungkit ha time ni korang dgr la dia ungkit pengorbanan dia dolu dolu sampai dah boleh buat annual report...ada gak yg kontrol kita jgn berkawan ngan org lain...tapi kalau dia pegi tgk wayang ngan minah rempit takde hal...it's like the feeling of being trapped, no way out except......cari pasal laaa....etc etc...last last jadi macam lagu 'Kasih Tak Kesampaian'...eh ada ke lagu tu tajuk tu?

Bila dah kahwin - hehehe aku belum sampai tahap ni lagi.......aku rasa belum bersedia kot.....dan jodoh nya ngak sampei sampei....im quite comfortable the way i am.....independent, sempoi, tak kaco orang, etc etc......lagipun aku tgk kebanyakan lelaki esp melayu jaman la ni agak pelik ckit...yela....aku ni walaupun pompuan tapi cukup malu nak mintak tolong org lain bab duit...aku rela pinjam bank (interest pun interest la)...tp ada lak kaum jantan ni yg selamba serius je suruh bini tanggung dorang....seriusly that doesnt make any sense inside my little head....aku pun tak tau apa perasaan jantan tu....bangga kot....nau'zubillah la aku dpt lelaki mcm tu...aminnn

tu la posting pertama aku pasal relationship..actually i'd like to talk more on current issues and things like (insya'Allah) :

i. Money (how much is enough????)
ii. Interchangability of roles between men and women (or how women has taken men's role)
iii. More on Men are from MARS, Women from VENUS (this subject never fails to amuse me)
iv. Are the rich becomes richer while the poor becomes...(u gueess it right) more papa kedana
v. Backpacking and travel experiences
vi. Food
vii. Religion
viii. Frens and Family

So jemput jemputla mai sini....i'll try to keep posting as much as time and mood permits...

Permulaan yang indah...eh iyo keeee??

2006-12-01T08:07:00.000+08:00

Haaa belum apa apa dah writer's block dah....
.....thought this entry is just to welcome you to my brand new blog (selama ni asyik blog hopping je...hehehe)...Initially, this blog is a mean to express myself and my opinion ....tak kira la time aku hepi ke sedih ke...and i'll also cerita my travel experience (time backpacking mude mude dulu), some photography (something i'd like to explore further)..., maybe i'll expose a few things on my line of work (hehehe..yo yo oh je..dun worry im not secret agent or anything...),, my family and frens etc...i'm not here to judge or be judged...

ps: teringat kata kata seorang teman yg blogging ini utk oreng oreng yg kiciwa....betoi ke dek non?...